So now, after all those crying, torture, hopes, i will still have to face the reality, and give up.
Life, that's life.
you cried, fucking hate what you are doing, having the need to give up, then slowly try to work everything out. And then, you are happy once again.
So well, aren't you guys sick of this type of life?
You love him/her, he/she doesn't love you, then you still believe if you persevere and continue to hold on to him/her, he/she will love you back in the end.
Then what he/she tells you, oh my god, i won't love you. No feelings means no feelings. Please get out of my life.
You met your first true love.
You love him/her, he/she loves you, then you both hold on to that glimpse of hope - we will last forever, we will get married, have children, and live together till we die. So, when on earth did such couple exists? 1, 2, few hundreds?
I must really say they are so lucky. But they are the abnormal ones, isn't it?
The majority went through much tougher paths than theirs. We love, fight, broke up, then love someone else, fight again, broke up.... the cycle continues until one fine day you managed to find someone, that loves you, fight with you, but eventually tries to mend everything. Then finally, both of you married, and live in bliss.
So, what's the issue? You need to find, get someone to love, then try if he/she is the right one for you. You just need to keep on trying, then hurt yourself, undergoes through heartbreaks, then give yourself time to adjust so that you can live without him/her. then get on with life, and find others.
People give up totally halfway, why? because they tried like fucking umpteen times but they still can't get the right person. Who wants to be that group of people? None.
Complicating relationships.
My mentality was wrong.
I always thought, if both of you love each other, you both can overcome the challenges and eventually get what you both wanted. My naive thinking. haha.
If we can just fall in love once, and never gets hurt. i wish.
