So now, i have learnt to love you from a distance. As long as you are happy, even if with her. i will gradually accept it, and be happy for you.
You are giving me a real lesson learnt.
Yes, finally i am trying to slowly accept the fact that we aren't possible and accept that i should leave you.
So that you can won't be so vexed and frustrated about this, so that your parents can be happy, so that she will be happy to have you.
I am willing to sacrifice myself, just for you.
Because i want everyone to be happy. If i am happy, but i cause others to be upset instead. i wont be happy.
So, i rather i bear all the pain, and give others happiness.
Anw, i really want to thanks this butch of lovelies that advise me on what to do.
I already know that i shouldn't be holding on to you, i know it's time to let go. but i don't want to. Because you have given me what is happiness. I have never want to lose this feeling. But i know it's wrong to do so. Maybe if i let you go first, then you can give me up and really be with her.
Like i said, she needs me more that you do. She will be lost without you. But for me...i will find my way through...
If we are able to meet in our next life, please promise that you won't let me go. Because i won't and i will really hold on to you. yes. i will. i won't let you go just like what i am doing in this life.
