Yes, i believe time heals.
Hey guys. Sorry for the lack of updates. My JC life has been keeping me real busy, with tonnes of revisions and assignments to be done daily. Well, sometimes i wonder should i ever thank JC for keeping me occupied though, so that i can really immerse myself into all these work and refrain from engaging in unnecessary thoughts that are unlikely to happen.
Anyway, was busying preparing for my major exams-PROMOS. Mind you, it is really a killer. So demanding and i must say it is really not pragmatic to complete my papers within the time limit. Sigh. So yeah, i have to train to get things done in a faster speed. This will be hard for me, i know. ): But i am going to try. Life is about trying and getting it, isn't it?
As the year is coming to the end, yes, i am so freaking glad! This year has been a tough, and well, considered meaningful for me. I met great friends. Friends which i believe i can continue to keep in contact even for the rest of my life. They are becoming part of my life and i really appreciate that. Perhaps i am regretting coming to JC due to the unbearable stress level that i have to be consistently deal with, yet i feel glad to be here. Because i know friends that are worth to keep. No pretending, just purely showing their true feelings and emotions! Of course, not forgetting my secondary schools friends too! They are equally as great as them, seriously. As for some, it is really not worth to keep in touch with. I am so sick of all these dramas where you will need to 'act' as if you really like hanging out with them. I had enough. So well, it is good for you guys to take the initiative first. So i am just doing my part too- removing you guys out of my life. I just hope that we can forget all the unhappiness that we had and get on with our life. Perhaps just forget that we are once good friends and let's be pure acquaintances ya. We will have a better impression of each other. A win-win situation. As for some whom i have hurt, i have not forget about you guys. I am really sincere to resolve this and, i have never given up on any friendship. i won't and i will never will. I am in silence for now because i understand that you are still holding grudges against me. So,i shall wait for a while more. I hope you haven't given up on me yet and you still want me to be your friend. I really hope you are.
As my life journey progress, i have to admit that i am getting better with life, and accepting all these hard truths and take failure more seriously. Yes, i am looking forward to become an real adult! (:
Alright, time to get serious and shall give my best shot for my last 2 papers! Fighting!!!!!
